Jitters
I just deleted over 9,000 e-mails. I feel kind of panicky. The jitters are dancing in my belly. What if I just deleted something super important? What if I lost the one piece of e-mail that would have changed my life? What if what if what if?
I kept getting an error message that I was running out of disk space so the mass e-mail deletion was a part of my solution. I have my spam rules set up so strictly that a lot of good stuff hits the spam bucket and I don’t see it so that’s why my heart is racing in my chest over something so silly.
Erik is sleeping at a normal nap time today. Whoo-hoo! Yesterday we were supposed to go to a playgroup at the house of my very favorite mom group friend but he wouldn’t nap at a reasonable hour. He woke up at a decent hour today as well, even though he was up in middle of the night. It’s so irritating, but its hard to stay mad at him. He really is the cutest little toddler I’ve ever seen and it’s hard not to laugh when he tilts his head and looks at you with a goofy smile. The head tilt kills me every time. He’s such a curious little bug, full of charm and mischief.
Guess I better run up and take a shower, make a pumpkin pie, write eight test questions, clean the house for our guest tonight, and get the chicken in the marinade. Sounds doable in two hours, right? Ha!